The reason why I am here is because lately I have been struggling with my faith as a Christian.My faith has always been a very important part of me, but now I am plagued by doubts about religion.I have always been someone who seeks answers and more and more I have begun to realise that religion is not satisfying my need for a rational explanation.I know that the Bible says 'Trust in the Lord, and lean not to your own understanding' but I just can't do that.I CANNOT under any circumstances lean on the understanding of a supernatural being that teaches that homosexuality is morally wrong, sex outside of marriage is a sin and condemns prostitution.I am socially liberal, but it has been brought to my attention that my religion conflicts with this.As I am being forced to realise by those around me, there is no proof for the existence of any god, least of all a Christian god.The bible tells us that the Earth is at the centre of the universe, and that it was created in seven days just 10,000 years ago.So my problem is divided thus; scientific and moral. Anyone who believes homosexuality is a sin is wrong, and any religion that teaches so is also wrong. Anyone who disputes that man evolved from ape is wrong, and any religion that teaches so is also wrong.I still pray as a Christian, for fear that there may be a god. But the god of the bible is a genocidal maniac who killed millions of people and commanded moses to pillage a neighbouring civilisation, killing all the men and raping all the women.I can only go on holding contradictory beliefs for so long, and athiesm looks like it has the headstart already.