Then good there is no problem. I’m sorry then for misunderstanding and assuming too early you were asking for help. For the sake of conversation you said God never helped you. See I could say the opposite. All I can speak from is what I’ve seen and you would have a hard time convincing me God is not real. In my twenties I spent some time in the psych-ward of the hospital. I’ve spent most of my life living with panic attacks, anxiety and crippling fear. So much so that I couldn’t function in life. I’m fifty now. Been through medicines (nerve pills, anti-depressant that never fully helped. Just think about it...we take anti-depressant and are still depressed.) Gone to seek professional help. A Christian counselor a couple of years ago asked me what if I could be anxiety-Free. I’d only gone to see a Christian counselor at my husband’s request. When she suggested I could be anxiety-Free I did not believe anything she said. Every visit she quoted “perfect love cast out fear” and in no way did I believe her. I thought she was the crazy one and had no idea how deep my anxiety was. For me, anxiety and fear would be for life. Eventually I stopped seeing her and it wasn’t until later I look back at how much I did not believe God was the answer. I had told the counselor I lived in a prison. She suggested I figure out who opens the door of the prison. Again inside I thought she was full of it. Not a thing she said registered. To my core it was hopeless and would always be hopeless. Not so anymore. In the past couple of years I’ve had more happen in my life than ever to be anxious or fearful over ...so tell me why the past couple of years in looking to Him for strength is also the most freedom I’ve ever experienced in my life? I’m functioning in ways I thought impossible. Over compulsive behaviors diminished dramatically. I can do and handle things I never could before. “Perfect love cast out fear. He who fears has not been made perfect in love.” There is no reason to live with anxiety, fear of what this world can do, or panic. He said we don’t have to do then why are we? The only time I ever experience those things creeping back in is when it becomes again what mankind can do by their own power when we are powerless without Him. You are welcome of course to say or believe whatever you want, but for me, going from being fully convinced (or deceived) into “there is absolutely no way” to tasting of the true freedom of God...Yeah, you would have a hard time convincing me there is no God. As I would have a hard time convincing you there is. Again, I can’t tell you why He didn’t help you(as you say). But that is not the testimony that I share but that He has helped.