Well I only tried the dope because I could not stand my work anymore, I thought if this is my lot I may as well be in jail or dead, so I thought to hell with it a mate was into it, so I went out with him. the reason why I drank on the weekend was the same thing so you had something to look forward to that was not hell. I was a slave and treated like such. good times drinking and smoking was the best times looking back.
I know miserable people who are in the dumps 24/7 even nowadays and I was like what the hell is your problem, your a bludger you have nothing to complain about, when I had time to myself I would sit back and look at the clouds, I loved seeing them and not have to work, it was valued time for me and I was so happy just not to slave all day. so being whipped all day and then having a brake from that was bliss.
People would say it's a nice day and I was like I have not even had time to look I am run off my feet going for it all day, no lunch brake you eat and drink when you can and get back into it. things are curing so you must act within it's time span.
I have seen lowlife's all they do is take advantage of all who are around them 24/7 it does not matter if they are rich or poor or whatever, it's the same. being punched in the face is the best thing for such people to snap them out of such a stupid outlook on life in taking advantage of people. you can not do such nowadays but you once could because it was man to man them days. it was like oh you want to play it that way do ya, well bang it's on. and he could go to the police and the police would disregard that person and say he got what was coming to him, he is a man and he will have to face up to such things like a man. put it down to experience and grow up and stop taking people like that. but nowadays it's not men it's queers and boys they are degenerate low life, not a man among them. cunning with no virtue. little boys brats playing games priding themselves on their malice using standover tactics as to the law, it's the same with criminals. there is no honour among such people, they sit back laughing when they have you legally over a barrel, they have set you up. I say one day you are going to come across the wrong man and they say directly back no I won't ! they know it could, just like a drug addict knows the game he is playing, so I say to people dealing in drugs, oh well you are in that game but you took it on, so what ever happens to you. don't think I will be sorry for you. If you want to run across the highway without looking so be it.
Now I feel sorry for them that they are possessed but noting I can do about such people, they are set in their ways, they are what's called winning getting on a high regardless of being on a drug or ripping off people, money for nothing is a high and once hooked. but I have no regard for Satanist I am not going to indorse them. they are marked men.