I think. What is the real purpose behind the Christian preaching the gospel of Jesus? Why do they want me to accept Gods salvation so badly? Is to become like them? I think. Would their God really want me to believe like them? I can't say Yahweh would like me becoming like them. I think. If the Christian believes their God sets a high standard of conformity and self denial, then heaven will never be suitable for them
No. God wants you for yourself,* but you must be cleansed of the spiritual crap that you (all of us) were born into, just to stand in His presence; even just to receive a
hug from Him.
He is ready, willing & able to so clean you, but you must ask Him to. He will not violate your choice in that matter. Death is not the
desired outcome. It is the outcome if you don't deal with your most pressing issue.
*If we were interchangeable, He would not make a specific appeal just to you.
Jesus said,
“
What do you think?
If a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them goes astray,
does he not leave the ninety-nine and go to the mountains to seek the one that is straying?
And if he should find it, assuredly, I say to you,
he rejoices more over that sheep than over the ninety-nine that did not go astray.
Even so it is not the will of your Father who is in heaven
that one of these little ones should perish." Matthew 18:12-14 NKJV