Day after day I try to convince myselfthat I've done nothing wrongbut deep down in the depths of my heartI knowbeyond the shadow of a doubtthat I'm completelyout of lineand what hurts more isthat God knows tooyet when I open my mouthto confess itmy heart wants to shut downand pretend that it wasn't listening.If there were a way to trick my heart into unconditional obedienceit would crossed my mindfor there's no room to containthe thoughts of the mind unless they have found rest on good soilyet the taming of the heartlies in the convictions of thespirit.