Give it a try, this isn't a book of manmade doctrine, but it's a testimony of a God-given vision, God gave this lady a nine day vision, for one purpose, so she could share what she was shown in the vision by Jesus and spread the message, because Jesus cares for people like you, and not just people like you, but everyone, God wouldn't have gone through that trouble if it was all for nothing, it just goes to show when your life ends and if God goes through an effort like that, and not just in that lady's life in that book, but many other lives, including the life of Jesus Himself, it just goes to show He wants to be your great friend, he wants you to have a great friendship with Himself Jesus the Risen King, The Creator, The God who defeated Death at the Cross, the God who wants you to know, no matter what other people think about you, no matter what other people say about you, He Jesus cares for you, the God that wants you to know no matter what you have done in the past, no matter what bitterness others might hold towards you, you are forgiven if you turn to Jesus, He is also the God who knows what pain you have felt in your life, and no matter how bad that pain was, no matter what you face in your life, if you are to turn back to Christ, Romans 8:28 "in all things God works for the good of those who love him" Jesus cares for you so much and He wants you to enter the gates of Heaven one day.
Satan though, he will do anything to try to drag people down the wrong direction to Hell....
I encourage you to study Jesus, to focus on Jesus, Jesus is the answer to your Life, don't worry about all this religious hoo-ha, procedures, structure and systematical stuff of the modern day Church, a lot of it is far off from the early Church, but look to Jesus and what He did for you, then you will live to the fullness in Christ.