If we have an abnormal fear of Him it will prevent us drawing near to Him. Jesus sent the Holy Spirit to help us not to await our failures.
He has chastened and scourged me sore and I know what God is capable of. We, like Jesus, learn obedience through the things we suffer.
But He is my constant friend and near companion which is what He wants from us. No father wants his child to shrink away in terror.
It takes a long time to get to know more about Him. Any relationship takes time. You don't grow close to a person in a short while neither God. It takes years of interaction. He knows what to expect from us but we have to learn what He is expecting from us.
Job 33:7 KJVS
Behold, my terror shall not make thee afraid, neither shall my hand be heavy upon thee.
Frank I don't understand where you are getting that I have an abnormal fear of Him.....I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for Him....He has been my teacher and guide into all wisdom and truth since I was 24 years old....He uses me in the gift of prophesy and discernment......word of wisdom and word of knowledge...…...actually in just any way He needs me I am His vessel, His humble servant.