I was born with blue baby at birth..plus in the 70's i drank from lead pipes. it must of had an effect on my English and writing..but I excel with visual things. Like Shrouds and BVM vids... and Jesus teachings. Everything I learn is from sight and sound together. I can look at an object and know it faster than reading about it. I can't play any instruments either. . its like writing to me. Jibberish. To express myself I use vids.. and images. Using combination of sight and sound as one. This I know God gave me.
He gave me eyes and ears. People told me they claim to see a chalkboard in their mind.. I have no such thing up there. I only have my eyes & ears, and they connect to my heart. I would go crazy if I saw images in my mind. When I close my eyes i see nothing.
So if I watch Jesus movie I learn all of him faster than reading a bible. I see and hear him, and understand him way faster.
If I see Mary vids I see her power faster than anyone. "dress of clouds..made of light." I see these things as impossible. . and I understand it as the power of God. Others are just blind to like my blind to writing and playing instruments. If someone talks to me... I cant understand them until its seen and heard.
So if they say I don't see Mary.. I can't understand them.