I have to bring up the concept of
monism, or we'll just keep going round and rond.
There is only God. In the end, there is only God. There has always only ever been God. Nothing else exists in reality compared to God. God is reality. And then God creates a sub-reality and all the things that have the appearance of being separate are actually modalities of the Substance (God). Read Spinoza. ...or listen to me.
So, Jesus is God. I am God. My Diet Coke can is God. The air you breath is God. Your cat is God, and so is the mosquito you swat. But those things being "modalities of the substance of God" does not mean that God is them (that would be pantheism, not monism). I am all God, but God is not just me.
With that in mind, we have to ask what Christ is. When we look at Jesus Christ, we see that he was God, but not like my dog is God, and not like I am God or you are God. He was God conscious of Himself within His physical universe.
There is no blasphemy here. In fact, there is the ultimate recognition of the kingdom, the power, and the glory of God forever.
God is the only thing that is real. He's the only thing that exists. There's never been a beginning, and there can be no end. God is existence for its own sake.
A warning before you disagree with me: I debated atheists for 20 years, and I have an argument they can't defeat. I call it the Veridican Argument for the Existence of God. But they can defeat the dualist Judeo-Christian god (I won't even capitalize it). The way most people think of God is as easy to refute as any of the Greek or Roman gods. In fact, I did something in my debates with atheists I've never seen anyone do. I ALSO created an argument that utterly disproves the classic Christian concept of God. That (g)od can't even be believed in rationally. It is self-contradictory.
And I'm telling you now: The reason you have such problems with your faith as you go through life is because you believe in a god that does not exist--and your mind knows it.
It's time to wake up.