Due terrible events in my life (i.e. being arrested as a result of my chronic pain twisting my mind until I said something dumb which caused them to arrest me). During part of this time I wasn't allowed to read the Bible, perhaps for a week as I recall and I was not allowed to go to services for the time I was in jail. This made me think alot about this so-called Freedom of Religin notion that we have in the US. I have many questions on this point:
1) Why do you want Freedom of Religion?
2) Exactly what does that mean to you?
3) If you're an American do you believe that you have the right to worship according to your beliefs? Why do you believe that?
4) How long do you believe that it's okay to have that stripped from you? What does it mean to have that right stripped from you?
These questions are quite far from being abstract. It's a very real life situation.
Thanks,
Pete
Well, Pete...not a great situation, but I pray that you are out of prison, and able to seek YHVH formally or informally.
(1) Why do you want
Freedom of Religion?
Since I was brought up in a country that allowed people to seek any knowledge, I do not need freedom of religion at the moment. I already have that mindset. No one can place a bit and halter over my mind, and belief/trust in Yeshua is a very personal matter.
I want to keep having freedom of religion because it allows me to speak freely to anyone about my beliefs, even if they do not wish to hear about it. In my case, since I am not an impolite person, I gently feel around the edges in a conversation, so as to not offend overmuch, but I do want the Light of YHVH shining off of me as a reflection of His glory. I would like to be a good witness for Him, and fear the scoffing and mockery that I have gotten in the past. No one likes it or gets used to it...you learn to use it to your advantage, if possible. I'm not good at it yet.
I also want to continue in freedom of religion because I am aware that the world will someday be all like the Middle East is, where if you do not agree with the people in charge of religion, you die. I expect to have trouble over being a Believer...I already do. Messianic Belief is not a comfortable thing to be around if you are not tolerant of other people's opinions, and since many Believer's are a bit fervant in their belief's, they often offend when they don't mean to. I do not want them to be told to be silent just because they offend, nor do I want them to be hurt if it is possible to avoid it without disclaiming Yeshua. I am already somewhat used to being scoffed at and mocked, and I've had a showdown with a very noisy athiest I couldn't avoid, since he was fixing my internet connection. I do expect things to be getting worse, because they have already been getting worse than just a few years ago.
I also want people to stop mocking and scoffing at my God, and my beliefs, simply becsuse I do not get offended, and kill people over my belief's being mocked. It's not that I don't want to get back at the people who so carelessly speak and act about my Beloved, it's that I just do not do it. Fortunately Yeshua doesn't judge me even when I do sin in this way, and snap back at people. People judge Believers who are human and sin as hypocrites because they think that Yeshua requires perfection in exchange for his Love and Redemption. He doesn't. He requires belief and trust in Him as our redeemer, because of His perfection.
If I do not have freedom of religion as a Believer in Yeshua haMassiach, Jesus Christ, the Son of the Living God, YHVH, then I cannot freely and easily tell others about my love for Yeshua, and all that He has done for me to earn that love, and others who do not know my Lord may never hear of Him, and without freedom of religion, it is very difficult to seek out all the answers to one's questions if you are only told one thing.
I also do not want to be free FROM religion, as other people's beliefs often give me something in common to talk about, even if it is not to a Believer in Yeshua. I like people. Having really studied everything to some extent, I can find common ground to talk from even with a white witch, or a Buddist, although I am more familiar with the occult than I am with eastern points of view.
(2) Exactly what does that mean to you?
Included above...sorry!
(3) If you're an American do you believe that you have the right to worship according to your beliefs? Why do you believe that?
Being an American familiar with the Constitution of the United States of America, I do believe I have the right to freedom of religion by the statutes in that document, but only YHVH can give a person a human right. The laws under the Constitution only enforce my God-given right to believe as I choose to believe, or choose not to believe.
People of course, keep doing all they can to remove my right to a law protecting freedom of speech, conscience, religion, etc., but freedom of speech cannot be stripped from me. They can, and will, however, take my life if they want to, and YHVH allows it, in order to keep me from speaking. I hope it will not happen, but I have been preparing my mind and heart for the very real possibility of such an occurance, and have been for the last several years.
(4) How long do you believe that it's okay to have that stripped from you? What does it mean to have that right stripped from you?
How long is too long? Within a reasonable amount of time...most jails would have a list of rules and rights or priviledges, at least in America I would hope so. So I would ask when I could get a Bible.
My foster Brother is a retired prison guard, and he is a Christian. I cannot imagine him not responding, at the least, as to when, or if, and maybe even why.
Having the right stripped from me will not take Yeshua from me, it takes freedom of speech from me, which since I am used to having it, it would be very difficult, and it would offend me. So I would grind my teeth as quietly as possible, and get away from the place that has no freedom of speech as quickly as humanly possible.
However, be aware that others have the right to tell you to stop bothering them, particularly in a rigidly rule kept place, like a prison, or the military. The more polite you are, the easier it always is, and using sirs, and ma'ams in speech offers appropriate respect for their position, if not for the person. In public, don't thump your Bible and get passionate...it scares people.
If I were in prison, and not given access to a Bible immediately, I would have enough common sense to ask politely for it. If I were refused, I would keep asking again until I received one, or they shot me. The squeaky wheel tends to get oiled, but it can get smashed as well, so I would be polite and respectful.
I might have to suffer being knocked over by someone, however, I would be still polite, but relentless in my asking, and ask regularly until I received a Bible, or was told I would never receive one. Same thing for church, although I would really just want to talk with another Believer about what I was to learn in these circumstances. Humility, probably, and patience, and loooooonnnggg suffering.
I hope that I would be in an American Jail, so that there would be laws to protect me, but since I try to stay out of trouble, I don't know what I would face.
However, I cannot be stripped of what I know without violence, and brainwashing, and I will not refuse to speak up about what I do believe if I am asked. Whether I can handle all that I am faced with can be known ahead...I need only lean on and trust in Yeshua. I will be made able.
I have already found that prayer and singing praises blocks out pain, and this too has been proven to be true by pet-scan in hospitals. I believe the medical people think it's like self-hypnosis, or meditation, but they also don't like it, so they know that it's not exactly natural. Meditating on Yeshua's name alone can do it, I am told. I tend to sing under my breath positive statements of trust or praise.
I imagine when I do get put in jail, it will be for saying something that was not liked, just as you did. I merely hope that what I say is what I intended to say, and not accidental, as it appears yours was, being under the influence of extreme pain, and so forth.
Also, although I do not have the memory for Bible Verses, I do speak and sing in tongues, and would be able to while the time away talking and singing to the Ruach haKodesh. I would hope to remember a few bits and pieces of the Word, though, and might find someone in jail with me with a better mind for memorising Scripture. And contemporary Christian music is fairly easy to remember, and quite good for getting through long silences.
Hope that answered your questions.
Q