Sister, half my family background is muslim from my fathers side. At the age of 74, my father got baptized telling the world he follows Christ. But that wasn't the day he started following Christ, it was years before. You bring a background of life and wisdom, that only you can through our wonderful, loving God. God speaks through you here. We all don't have 100% of the answers, but we represent the beauty of God, our Father, and his Son, through our lives. Don't let the enemy defeat you, and feel this place is a lost cause. At the time of this reply, 16 registered members are browsing the forum. There are 70 guests, who aren't registered. How many of them is God speaking to, through you're words? May God continue to show his love and wisdom to you sister.