I feel much the same way in my life, brother. God has taught me that I'm His servant, and others are not my servant. And so I just share what I think God gives me to share, and let God take care of what is His word and what is only what I think is His word!
You just stated something above that sounded very bad, and I thought you might want to rephrase it. You would not be persecuted for acting like a Christian but for acting in a non-Christian way. Non-Christians alone would disregard God's will and God's word!
Perhaps I misunderstood you? I'm just giving you a chance to put things right.