I drank too much coffee so I've spent hours thinking about this. It's also 4:40 AM now, so if I don't make sense, please forgive me.
I've been praying for God to help me get married for years and now I've come to the conclusion that he hasn't answered because it's a no. Now after obsessing about it for hours, I believe the reason is I am not a virgin.
1. Anyone before marriage is considered adultery, and even though after I made mistakes, I waited and I was patient for a REALLY LONG TIME, those mistakes still happened to begin with and I can't do anything about it now.
2. The woman is the helper, she was God's gift to the man, and maybe God sees it as I would not be considered a good gift to ANYONE because of that, so I am destined to be alone forever, and I need to be content with that.
Is this Biblically accurate?
I want to know, so that I can stop caring and obsess about other things I want to do.
I've been praying for God to help me get married for years and now I've come to the conclusion that he hasn't answered because it's a no. Now after obsessing about it for hours, I believe the reason is I am not a virgin.
1. Anyone before marriage is considered adultery, and even though after I made mistakes, I waited and I was patient for a REALLY LONG TIME, those mistakes still happened to begin with and I can't do anything about it now.
2. The woman is the helper, she was God's gift to the man, and maybe God sees it as I would not be considered a good gift to ANYONE because of that, so I am destined to be alone forever, and I need to be content with that.
Is this Biblically accurate?
I want to know, so that I can stop caring and obsess about other things I want to do.