Ephesians 1:13
In whom ye also trusted, after that, ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were
sealed with that holy Spirit of promise,
Ephesians 4:30
And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are
sealed unto the day of redemption
One day I had to go take a drug test for a company. Had to use another persons urine that was clean. That morning, talked to God saying “I don’t believe this going to work, but am going to try it anyway, and whatever you desire Father I will listen to you”.
So you understand that I am trying to cheat and lie to get a job. This was about two months ago, I had relapsed and was using the drug known as weed.
So I get down to the doctor office and already and nervous cause of hearing the splashing around in the place the urine was put. My senses was that of they are going to here and I’ll be caught.
I go back and get my hearing test done, then the drug test itself. Going in to the bathroom I close the door and get everything ready and pour it into the cup. And this lady was right on me, 45 seconds later, come out, you gotta come on out now.
Took the heating pad and threw it in my pocket, and put everything else back where it was, and she looked at my pocket when checking the drug screen…
She said what’s that in your pocket and I pull it out and explain my situation and that I’m trying to get back sober but my pee was dirty and am using someone else’s.
She told me you know I’m gonna have to be truthful on this paper right? I told her I might as walk on out, grabbed my wallet. The lady in the hall was like you done? My response yes I failed, and another lady in the lobby; bye have a good day.
Walking out of there I felt completely, awful, almost demoralized, drained, frustrated and angry, my nerves where shot and that day God taught me a valuable lesson.
You can not gain something though dishonest means…
Grieved the Holy Spirit? Yes you can do that to put in the material sense it’s like a black hole effect that sucks most of the light out of you and leaves in the state mentioned above. Did the Holy Spirit leave? No it did not, I talked with God to resolve myself however it took about a day or two of healing to get back to normalcy.