You have bought into the CoC sales pitch and remain deceived
I've studied multiple religions and tried to convince myself God does not exist.
I've studied multiple denominational doctrines.
I've studied the Bible plan of salvation on my own.
I came to my own conclusions based on my own study of the Scriptures.
You have no right to make stuff up about me in how I chose to be just a Christian alone.
No one tricked me into believing anything.
I am very skeptical by nature.
For example.
I've never had any trust in main stream medicine. Even though all my family and friends do.
I've never been a conformist. I since a kid, was the last in my family or school to believe what authority figures told me to believe.
This got me into constant trouble. Back in my schooling I literally got physically paddled, whipped, spanked for refusing to do what I was told at least once a month.
I got my physically paddled more than nearly any other student in all grades from elementary ton to high school.
I went to public school my whole life by the way. All my teachers had no religious ties to the church my parents attended.
They did not even know my family was religious.
Growing up I quit caring about christian religion by the age of 11. I studied eastern religions and was focused on eastern martial art philosophy because God was of no interest to me.
I never learned anything from junior high to high school in church because I paid no attention to anything or anyone. I literally had zero interest. I could not tell you anything the preacher said or anything that was taught in Bible class. I was totally ignorant of my parents beliefs.
No one ever forced me to believe anything.
Those years were spent focused on self. I cared nothing about God. I was essentially a heathen with some eastern religious pagan beliefs but not spiritual just carnal aspects of self perfection through martial arts training.
When I did become religious towards spiritual matters it was through my own personal study.
I detested the idea of following blindly what my father believed because I at the time did not like or love my Dad. This had nothing to do with the church of Christ.
It was his refusal to let me train in martial arts any day of the week.
I was a very self centered person. I disliked anyone who got in the way of what mattered to me.
I first chose eastern religions. But the more I studied taoism, buddhism, Hinduism, the more I thought they were stupid.
I was obsessed with self, being a very selfish person. So naturally eastern philosophy appealed to me.
These religions are all about self.
This is why carnal self centered people like hollywood celebrities praise eastern religions but hate christianity.
It's also why they love going to psychiatrists. Ever studied psychiatry?
Many of the founders got their ideas from eastern thinking.
Carl Jung 1875-1961
William James 1842-1910
Eric Fromm 1900-1980
R.D. Laing 1927- 1989
Abraham Maslow 1908- 1970
Finally, suffering led me out of selfishness into reality. Self enlightenment is impossible. Literally impossible.
The more you look inwards to find enlightenment.
If your honest. The more you realize you dont know.
This harsh reality hit me like a truck. I am inadequate to find within self enlightenment.
The answer had to lie outside of self.
That search for enlightenment leads only to Jesus Christ.
John 14:6,
- I am the way the truth and the life no one comes to the Father except through Me
Jeremiah 10:23,
- O Lord I know that the way of man
is not in himself it is not in man that walketh to direct his own steps
Ecclesiastes 12:13,
- Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter;
fear God and keep His commandments for this is the whole duty of man
Proverbs 9:10,
- The fear of the Lord is
the beginning of wisdom and knowledge of the holy is understanding
Psalm 111:10,
- The fear of the Lord is the
beginning of wisdom a good understanding have they that do His commandments
You can accuse me all you want of being a mindless indoctrinated tool.
Those who grew up around me would never describe me as a person who is easily manipulated.
You don't know me.
I dont know you.
That's why I don't make empty accusations of why you became what you became.
In fact I've praised you and still do for being a free thinker and leaving catholism.
Which almost no Catholics do. That shows you think for yourself.
That is why you are a conservative not a mindless liberal lemming.