I am going to need prayer. For all my needs and worries. I've had delay after delay, hindrances after hindrances, and stagnation after stagnation. My desire is to go back to Oregon. I've been distracted about my living situation. I didn't like it from day one. I've asked God how much more of this must I take. I am in Florida with my family. I moved here to Florida back in late August of 2021. That was 6 months ago from the time of the writing of this post.
I do what I can to tell my family, my parents and brothers, about God/Jesus, but nothing changes. I never lived apart from my parents, but I think now is the time. My situation is complicated. I don't have the money to afford a place to live on my own. I will need to be somewhere in the place I want to return to. I wanted my parents to help, but their demons keep trying to ruin me or discourage me. I think I need prayer on that. I've told them that I didn't want to be here, I did not want to come here.
I'm going to need to be somewhere where I have internet access like I do now, and the availability like I do now. I need prayers for all my needs and worries. I don't want to be in situations that I don't want to be in anymore. I wasted time on things that drove me away from more important purposes.
Leaving father and mother to be with a spouse is what God does with people. I think I have to show God that I want that. I had a girl who I met in the past, I was searching for her, another reason I have to return to the state I was forced to leave. I want to see a conclusion with the girl I met in the past. If I don't get to be with her, then I want another girl in my life. Whether it's the former or the latter, I'll keep going forward.
God showed me what my talents were a long time ago. What things he gifted me with. I don't want to squander opportunities more than I already have. I want to be able to have my breakthroughs. Satan has stolen from me. It's troublesome. I'm tired of the devil taking stuff from me. I've been through much. Now I see how hard the people who are a threat to Satan's kingdom have it. I'm going to keep fighting the good fight of faith. I want to use the talents that God has blessed me with for those who will appreciate them.
Participating here on this forum has shown me how good it can be to edify another person of the faith, and to separate the wheat from the chaff. A lot of people on this forum know why they are here and what they are doing. Other forums need those who can win souls to God or do works for Christ among the lost. Secular forums are a bigger challenge. I should probably do what I do here with the other forums, especially secular ones, that I am affiliated with, those who won't shut God out. Going to places that shut God out can be too great a task.
I want to go back to the area I was familiar with in Oregon. I want to return to the state because that's where people led me to God and where I had my born-again experience. Rejection of Christ Jesus by people, whether it's people I talk to or what I watch on videos, sparks me the more stuff I learn. The truth of God is thought of as a fantasy to those who find this whole thing ridiculous or reject it. I take joy in knowing or proving that it isn't fantasy. To find meaning to your existence, it's a great thing. Recognizing you have a lord who saves and delights in mercy. Jesus Christ gives us hope.
I do what I can to tell my family, my parents and brothers, about God/Jesus, but nothing changes. I never lived apart from my parents, but I think now is the time. My situation is complicated. I don't have the money to afford a place to live on my own. I will need to be somewhere in the place I want to return to. I wanted my parents to help, but their demons keep trying to ruin me or discourage me. I think I need prayer on that. I've told them that I didn't want to be here, I did not want to come here.
I'm going to need to be somewhere where I have internet access like I do now, and the availability like I do now. I need prayers for all my needs and worries. I don't want to be in situations that I don't want to be in anymore. I wasted time on things that drove me away from more important purposes.
Leaving father and mother to be with a spouse is what God does with people. I think I have to show God that I want that. I had a girl who I met in the past, I was searching for her, another reason I have to return to the state I was forced to leave. I want to see a conclusion with the girl I met in the past. If I don't get to be with her, then I want another girl in my life. Whether it's the former or the latter, I'll keep going forward.
God showed me what my talents were a long time ago. What things he gifted me with. I don't want to squander opportunities more than I already have. I want to be able to have my breakthroughs. Satan has stolen from me. It's troublesome. I'm tired of the devil taking stuff from me. I've been through much. Now I see how hard the people who are a threat to Satan's kingdom have it. I'm going to keep fighting the good fight of faith. I want to use the talents that God has blessed me with for those who will appreciate them.
Participating here on this forum has shown me how good it can be to edify another person of the faith, and to separate the wheat from the chaff. A lot of people on this forum know why they are here and what they are doing. Other forums need those who can win souls to God or do works for Christ among the lost. Secular forums are a bigger challenge. I should probably do what I do here with the other forums, especially secular ones, that I am affiliated with, those who won't shut God out. Going to places that shut God out can be too great a task.
I want to go back to the area I was familiar with in Oregon. I want to return to the state because that's where people led me to God and where I had my born-again experience. Rejection of Christ Jesus by people, whether it's people I talk to or what I watch on videos, sparks me the more stuff I learn. The truth of God is thought of as a fantasy to those who find this whole thing ridiculous or reject it. I take joy in knowing or proving that it isn't fantasy. To find meaning to your existence, it's a great thing. Recognizing you have a lord who saves and delights in mercy. Jesus Christ gives us hope.
