For those who are reading on who would echo this same sentiments as those listed in the original post...the proposal here is completely backwards.
It is God who responded in giving you life in the world, not the other way around. And if you responded to Him ha

eartedly, that is your doing, not His. If you did the same in school you would fail. If you did the same in a job interview no one would hire you. God has allotted you your whole life to see if you really want to pass on life eternal and just be satisfied with this short-lived organic existence. This is your second chance. Don't waste it looking a gift horse in the mouth. And to be clear, you are not a "Christian" if you only gave it a go for a time, just as you are not a skydiver because you paid your $250 and went for the ride, or a baker because you have your very own kitchen and you fired up the oven, etc.. It is a lifetime commitment. Life and death is the context. It's the answer to what life is all about.
God has manifests the entire physical world to demonstrate your choice of life or death. He has told the world that it was He who created it, and if you believe Him, you will make the right choice and live. If you don't, then this is it. The only consolation is the gift of this organic life such as it is. It's a gift either way. But with that balance sheet He doesn't owe you anything. The ball (your life) is in your court.