All will believe in Christ and all will be saved, that’s Christian Universalism.
1 Cor 13:8 NRSVue Love never ends. But as for prophecies, they will come to an end; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will come to an end.
1 Corinthians 13:8 Interlinear: The love doth never fail; and whether there be prophecies, they shall become useless; whether tongues, they shall cease; whether knowledge, it shall become useless;
A lot has happened so I’ll post raw dialogue:
Yesterday December 16 2023
11:33 PM
Mama: Ok boy. Boy. You're a boy.
And she starts laughing at me.
Jaysa: Why did you say that I'm not a girl earlier on. What caused you to say that. Because I didn't mention
Mama: You said transgirl
Jaysa: But I didn't say I am a transgirl earler, yet for some reason you were still saying that I wasn't a girl. Where did you get that information from
Mama: That you're not a girl. Of course I know you you're my son. And I see all these pictures you always screen capture before. That doesn't mean ok. You're just confused
Jaysa: No
Mama: Yes you are. Yes you are.
Then my mother quite literally tells me a fake event that did not happen in my life. And for this event, I remembered what I did, but my mother is trying to get me to believe a different made up version of the story. She is quite literally trying to gaslight me.
Jaysa: What no. Ran into the back alley? Wait a minute. That wasn’t a memory I have from that situation. That didn't happen.
Mama: Where did you run, where did you hide?
Jaysa: But I didn't go into the back alley at the time. You're literally saying events that didn't happen. What’s going on here
Mama: What's going on you. Why suddenly now you look so different, not look, think. everything i say t you you're jotting it down, writing it down.
Jaysa: Did you genuinely think that event happened. Me running in the back alley at that certain event.
[Because I literally did something else in that event, not running in a back alley. The false narrative that my mother tried to set up thus quickly unravel. So, this puts into question the validity and reliability of a bunch of other things she said in the past too]
Mama: Not back alley
[And she admits that she's wrong here]
Jaysa: Well, look I think this proves that you're an unreliable narrator here.
Mama: You are unreliable too. You are also unreliable here.
Jaysa: Now I'm wondering if you believed that even had happened or if you purposely made up an event to try to make your point convincing
Mama: Now how can you work if you cannot remember things?
Jaysa: I will not fall for your gaslighting.
Mama: What. Gaslighting? I don't know what you're talking about
Mama: I just want you to know that I still love you.
Then she goes and hugs me.
Jaysa: And I still love you as well and I am still a transgirl.
Mama: You're not a transgirl. it's like I'm talking to a child. I'm a girl no you're not. No. That's not what I heard from you. so i believe what you say the first time
Jaysa; I said something the first time?
Mama: Yes
Jaysa: What was that. Like genuinely,
Mama: Whatever you say I believe the first one that you said to me
Jaysa: No no no you can’t just make up some event in your mind, like what even is this event
Mam: You know that I’m I'm smarter you can't even tell me that I’m inventing stuff. I can't invent stuff I remember a lot of stuff.
Jaysa: I will not fall for your gaslighting her
Mama: Ok that’s what you want. But I believe what you said to me
Jaysa: And I literally don't remember
Mama: Too bad so sad. If you don't remember that’s on you
[Horrible logic by the way. The burden of proof lies on the person making the claim which would be my mother in terms of proving that this event really happened.]
Jaysa: I will not let you plant false memories in my mind
Mama: Ah whatever. Whatever you day. Whatever you say [my birth name] whatever you say.