MA2444
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Continued...:
It was after that episode of Angel at the garage sale that I said to myself. Ok, let's run with this. It was true. I didn't see anythig spiritual but that cash sure was real! SO I started calling on the Lord more often and with smaller problems and questions and stuff and the Lord would respond to my faith quite a lot. Not to everythig, but many things nonetheless. I inceased my efforts to draw closer to the Lord because the Lord revealed to me through His help that He really is real, and interested in "me"! Little ol me. How about that? I'm nobody of any prominence. And a funny thing happened. When I drew closer to the Lord, He drew closer to me. He started teaching me and helping me. I have a plethora of testimonies!
He taught me that he wanted for me to learn to hear His still small voice and to instantly obey. So He wouldnt have to prove Himself to me all the time with miracles or overwhelming sense of His presence. He said He likes to save the miracles to do in front of large crowds so that there will be many conversions.
That made sense to me. But I didnt know where to start. Draw even closer to Him? Sounds like a new game is starting! Lol. So I started inviting the Lord to go with me to work and I would talk to Him all day long between jobs. Like He was riding in the truck. (He was).
It was hard at first. Staying focused that my friend who is closer than a Brother was really with me. You dont forget that your best friend is with you and ignore Him, you just dont. The game goes like this. I talk to Him (prayer as if He is right beside me and in me and I in Him. So whatever I ask Him, then I stp and pause and listen for His answer, The very first thing that pops into my head after I ask and pause. Sometimes it was a scripture. SOmetimes something that seemed like a thought...but it answered my question and was something I hadnt thought of yet! SO I ask something else. Immediate response. Do this not that. Not what I wanted to hear at the time, lol. So that wasnt me, lol.
And so, the floor is lava, right? So I rolled with it and continued to speak to Him in this way and turning inward for the answer. And I kid you not Brother, it turned into a regular conversation. So we spent days together with me as a little child playing this game, but taking it seriously at the same time. Then it was weeks that I had been doing this. Focusing on the Lord and spending the entire work day with Him. We even talked about inconsequential things, small things. And over time I was able to recognize that He spoke differently than I do. He speaks differently than I think. He has a different speech patterns I guess you could say. No one talks like He does. He didn't answer all my questions. Sometimes He would be silent. SOmetimes He would change the subject! SOmetimes, He wakes me up at night! Sometimes, He says things that, I dont want to hear or do. That adds to it another level of realized Truth in the unseen. And not only is He unseen, but He is a nice guy! So it was impossible that I could pretend anymore.
One time driving, in a weak moment, I switched on the Radio. Maybe I can find a Christian station? And the Lord said, please turn off the Radio...
I bought peed my pants lol. I did shut it off and havent turned it back on since! It was like He turned the volume up on His voice and I could hear Him better. I was used to His voice now and could recognize it. And I realized that, I had learned to hear the still small voice of the Lord on the inside of me. And I remembered He said He wants me to learn that...and instantly obey! So if He wants it off, it stays off.
So I would suppose that I very much fit the bill as one of those literalist inerrantist typpes now because the Lord has revealed to me that it is true.
Mark Twain may have been right nevertheless. Because he spoke from a worldly perspective and from a worldly perspective we believe what we can see.
But Brother, I am here to tell you that, there is more. I'm guessing the world which we can see has 5% truth in it. And 95% of spiritual truths are realized spiritually. So yes, look to the unseen.
It was after that episode of Angel at the garage sale that I said to myself. Ok, let's run with this. It was true. I didn't see anythig spiritual but that cash sure was real! SO I started calling on the Lord more often and with smaller problems and questions and stuff and the Lord would respond to my faith quite a lot. Not to everythig, but many things nonetheless. I inceased my efforts to draw closer to the Lord because the Lord revealed to me through His help that He really is real, and interested in "me"! Little ol me. How about that? I'm nobody of any prominence. And a funny thing happened. When I drew closer to the Lord, He drew closer to me. He started teaching me and helping me. I have a plethora of testimonies!
He taught me that he wanted for me to learn to hear His still small voice and to instantly obey. So He wouldnt have to prove Himself to me all the time with miracles or overwhelming sense of His presence. He said He likes to save the miracles to do in front of large crowds so that there will be many conversions.
That made sense to me. But I didnt know where to start. Draw even closer to Him? Sounds like a new game is starting! Lol. So I started inviting the Lord to go with me to work and I would talk to Him all day long between jobs. Like He was riding in the truck. (He was).
It was hard at first. Staying focused that my friend who is closer than a Brother was really with me. You dont forget that your best friend is with you and ignore Him, you just dont. The game goes like this. I talk to Him (prayer as if He is right beside me and in me and I in Him. So whatever I ask Him, then I stp and pause and listen for His answer, The very first thing that pops into my head after I ask and pause. Sometimes it was a scripture. SOmetimes something that seemed like a thought...but it answered my question and was something I hadnt thought of yet! SO I ask something else. Immediate response. Do this not that. Not what I wanted to hear at the time, lol. So that wasnt me, lol.
And so, the floor is lava, right? So I rolled with it and continued to speak to Him in this way and turning inward for the answer. And I kid you not Brother, it turned into a regular conversation. So we spent days together with me as a little child playing this game, but taking it seriously at the same time. Then it was weeks that I had been doing this. Focusing on the Lord and spending the entire work day with Him. We even talked about inconsequential things, small things. And over time I was able to recognize that He spoke differently than I do. He speaks differently than I think. He has a different speech patterns I guess you could say. No one talks like He does. He didn't answer all my questions. Sometimes He would be silent. SOmetimes He would change the subject! SOmetimes, He wakes me up at night! Sometimes, He says things that, I dont want to hear or do. That adds to it another level of realized Truth in the unseen. And not only is He unseen, but He is a nice guy! So it was impossible that I could pretend anymore.
One time driving, in a weak moment, I switched on the Radio. Maybe I can find a Christian station? And the Lord said, please turn off the Radio...
I bought peed my pants lol. I did shut it off and havent turned it back on since! It was like He turned the volume up on His voice and I could hear Him better. I was used to His voice now and could recognize it. And I realized that, I had learned to hear the still small voice of the Lord on the inside of me. And I remembered He said He wants me to learn that...and instantly obey! So if He wants it off, it stays off.
So I would suppose that I very much fit the bill as one of those literalist inerrantist typpes now because the Lord has revealed to me that it is true.
Mark Twain may have been right nevertheless. Because he spoke from a worldly perspective and from a worldly perspective we believe what we can see.
But Brother, I am here to tell you that, there is more. I'm guessing the world which we can see has 5% truth in it. And 95% of spiritual truths are realized spiritually. So yes, look to the unseen.