I wasn't going to say anything because it really isn't such a big deal that people on here in general know about it or remember it,.. but I am speaking about the members that I consider to be really close friends of mine on here. Today is my thirty-first birthday and I was expecting those that I really cared about and those who (I believe) care about me to either start a birthday wishes thread publicly or send it to me privately,.. at least those who already knew that it was going to be today. However, imagine how deeply hurt and disappointed I was when so far I haven't received a single birthday wish from any of them.
Especially since when I know it's their birthday I always say happy birthday to them as I find their special day to be just as important to me. Just knowing that mine isn't as important to them and they forgot,.. I'm really holding back the tears and it feels like somebody punched me in the stomach. I apologize if it seems like I'm throwing a pity party, but I didn't think that it was good to have these feelings all bottled up inside me either because right now I feel unimportant and unloved by them. :'(
Especially since when I know it's their birthday I always say happy birthday to them as I find their special day to be just as important to me. Just knowing that mine isn't as important to them and they forgot,.. I'm really holding back the tears and it feels like somebody punched me in the stomach. I apologize if it seems like I'm throwing a pity party, but I didn't think that it was good to have these feelings all bottled up inside me either because right now I feel unimportant and unloved by them. :'(
