I reckon before you were converted to Christ you were a rascal. We all are rascals apart from Christ.
We see from forums how that even christians who are most surely saved can be as mean as the devil himself, many fall from grace even though they are saved.
Everything we have is from the Jews, it was Jewish blood that was shed for the remission of your sins.
God says this
"The Jews are enemies of the gospel for your sakes but as touching election they are beloved for the father's sake for the gifts and calling of God are irrevocable."
Instead of being anti Jew you ought to love them and seek earnestly for their conversion.
No I did all that my dad told me to do, looking back I am amassed at what a good child I was never back chat him ever, so as to being a rascal no not at all.
Sin is another thing, such is blindness of this world's delusions and temptations, when one becomes truly born again then one as power over Sin because you have a handle on such, that does not mean that such a one is not a Sinner, but only that one is not lost to Sin.
No True Christian falls from Grace.
The Jews are nothing, if one has no Grace one is chaff.
Israel is not a race at all, it's a way of life under God abiding in God, serving God.
The Jews do not exist and have not existed now for 2000 years in fact, what you have is people making stupid claims that they are Jews.
The only point that could be related to one claiming to be a Jew is, because they are following the OT but they do not in fact follow the OT, because if they did follow the OT I would be glad that one did as that would make one worthy of such in their deeds, but they are clearly not.
If the Jews as such were worthy and seriously into the OT then they would know and abide in Holy Moses, it's only then that they could come to know Jesus is the Christ in fact, just as it was 2000 years ago with the few who had faith in Jesus and they had this faith in him because they were in fact worthy to be called Israelites, the rest were not worthy of such a title as they were just only Jews, that's something like water baptised Christians are sort of on the same level.
For a Jew to be worthy they must abide totally in Holy Moses, sadly no so called Jew nowadays does such because they are into much deceptions in there so called religions, that they are under great delusions, the Talmud for one is a great Whore of insanity that makes them worship Satan.
Any true Christian wishes all to come to Christ Jesus in fact. but don't be fooled into idolising anyone regardless of who or what the may claim they are.
I myself am from a Jewish blood line, my sir name is Jewish and I grew up with and know many Jews, I have no delusions about them and I do not idolise anyone at all regardless of who or what they are. I understand the nature of original Sin. even a worthy Jew is not that stupid to idolise Man.