I am depressed like I don't remember and I have been sick and out but never felt like this. I feel like everything is collapsing that is good. There are riots all around and evil people have taken over portions of Seattle while the evil people in power there love it. Than there are the satanic twins of BLM/ANTIFA and liberals tying to take away freedom of speech and the Supreme Court turned out to have traitors on it now that we thought were good. It seems like the good in the world is slipping away and evil is replacing it.
I thought for a moment last night that if I could would I become a Darth Vader to save liberty and the American Republic and the answer is yes I would. I know some will not like that and others will say he is a character on a movie or movies but right now I am at the end of my rope and that is just what I feel.
Liberals out there reading this I don't give a rat's behind what you all think, you evil vile types. I say with my strength I hate liberals. You liberal are the problem.
As I sit back and reflect on what's going on - I understand and sympathise with where you are coming from
@historyb.
If I may - I would like to encourage you in a few things. (And please forgive me if I've misunderstood your post).
Firstly - please don't give into hating people. That is a fruit of the enemy - and I'm sure that the enemy wants to use what's going on at the moment to infiltrate the church. Hate the sin, hate the deception, hate the liberal spirit behind it absolutely - but not the people.
I am speaking to myself too - as I find this easy to say, hard to practise. I don't say this out of a place of one who has conquered this, or that it's easy. Truth be told - I am struggling myself - the heaviness weighs deeply - but I know if I give in to hatred - I am choosing to giving victory to the one who is inflicting all this upon us to start with - the one who truly deserves to be hated. Instead it's time for me to use this as an opportunity - to be obedient and pray for those who persecute us.
I am also reminded of Daniel, and encouraged. Taken away at a young age from the Lords city into a land of captivity. I think this parallels what is going to happen to the true church at the moment. However - Daniel while he faced Jerusalem and prayed daily and longed for where he had come from - while he was persecuted through it - by keeping His eye's focused on God and His promises - was able to raise above what was going on, and be used mightily by God, not to be overcome by it.
The circumstances around him did not dictate his path - rather by keeping faithful, God plowed a path right through the wickedness and set Daniel in a position of incredible influence - head of the Magi in the end. That didn't stop Israel being in captivity for 70 years, but in the natural while it appeared that the enemy had control - in the Spiritual God was making headway, to the point that even the head of the captures - Nebuchadnezzar himself came to the knowledge of God. And when Babylon fell to Persia - again this did not change the path Daniel was on. His path was not influenced by the natural around him, but the supernatural.
I laugh when I consider that 400 years later, the only people who were alert to the coming of Jesus were the Magi - the ones who God played in Daniels hands. The Pharasee's - who studied scripture day and night completely missed it. The Israel shepherds needed an angel to wake them up and tell them what was going on. The Magi though - were eagerly awaiting what Daniel had taught them 400 years earlier. What an incredible influence, but I digress....
In our eyes Daniel may have had the right to hate Nebuchadnezzar, and the people of the pagan nation - but praise God Daniel went with God's ways.
I hate wickedness. I hate seeing evil triumph. The decision of SCOTUS infuriates me. I long for justice to reign - but maybe what is going on, especially with SCOTUS at the moment is to show us one thing - we have drifted towards putting our trust in men and laws. God has placed Trump as POTUS - and just maybe we (generalisingly speaking as the church) have looked to Him as being the answer, instead of him being just a tool, and all this is occurring to get the Church's head out of the sand and realize we need to be looking to God, not Trump for all.
I don't know if I'm on the right path or not - I just pray that this is of some encouragement to you through this dark time.