justbyfaith
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I have a strong relationship with the Lord....I met Him one day after saying the prayer, "God, I don't know if You're real; but I'm going to start reading Your word and doing what it says: and I know that if You're real You will reveal Yourself to me."Did God in His Mercy grant you a “ Contrite Heart? “ I hope so.....I also have my doubts....I am not sure if you have met God—- much less, gotten to know Him....
God didn't wait...He came down upon my with His Holy Spirit in waves of liquid love...I've never been the same.
All anger was immediately taken away (which was a doozy of a sin in my life)...and it only came back on one occasion ever since. I did fall back into the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes a year after my encounter with the Holy Ghost; but had complete victory for that first year. I didn't indulge at all during that time. I am ashamed to say that when I fell back into it, it became a besetting sin in my life; but today I have long periods of victory and then, I think because of the medication that I take, which, I believe, has aphrodisiac elements to it, my flesh rises up about once every two weeks and I have to release. It is shameful to even speak of these matters (Ephesians 5:12); but it is my testimony. I will say that during those two-week periods, thoughts of lust simply do not enter my mind. As a matter of fact it is not the lust of the eyes that I deal with at all, but the lust of the flesh.
I do get back up again every time I fall.
I also find that I have been falling less frequently over time.
There is victory in the blood of Jesus and in the power of the Holy Ghost.