Why does God allow pain & suffering in the world? I'm not just talking about in general like war, terrorism, racism etc but in each of our lives as an individual. I was a victim of child molestation as a baby, I have suffered from neglect, childhood bullying, in fact I have been bullied all my life, both in real life & online. I am going through financial issues and currently putting up with verbal & emotional abuse from my Mum which has been happening for about 15-16 years now who is actually my Great Aunty which she got custody of me when I was 10 months old because of the neglect by my biological parents and was diagnosed by my pediatrition with an intellectual learning disability since being a child. I am on a disability support pension which is why I am struggling with financial problems and my Mum is on the Seniors pension. Because of the verbal & emotional abuse I am dealing with from my Mum, I feel I really need to move out and get my own place but because I am on a disability support pension I don't think I could even afford to pay rent. What I want to know is why did God allow all this to happen? Is he punishing me for something I did or maybe because of what my biological parents have done? Is God trying to tell me something through my pain & suffering? Is their a purpose for my pain and suffering? If so then why?
Allison, I don’t know if you are still here. I’m sorry for the delayed response to your suffering. Why does God allow such pain? It is a good question and one of my all-time top two questions to ask God one day. The best answer I can give from our limited view at the moment is this: why does God allow suffering... for Mercy’s sake.
God is reaping a planted(sown)people that are unique to the world and in the image of God: the fruit of mercy and Of Him that reigns from the mercy seat. The world is consumed and controlled by selfish desire (pride, greed and lust). It is God’s mercy that conceived us in grace and brought forth love for God and for neighbor. This is done (loss of self) through much suffering and pain. When we are at the bottom: crushed, trampled and broken...there is NO respecter of persons.
Hebrews 2:10
[10] For it became him, for whom are all things, and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons unto glory, to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings.
Acts 14:22
[22] Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.
The power of God. The power of Miracles. I’m not sure we fully understand this power. Often we relate power to being ‘A god’ over all. That is not what I see.
2 Corinthians 12:9
[9] And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
‘for my strength is made perfect in weakness’. His strength is mercy. His mercy is made perfect in weakness. God is perfecting a people FULL of mercy. All the miracles the world lust after, those miracles were born out of Mercy. Not out of what this world defines as ‘power.’ The world doesn’t know it yet but this ‘Mercy’ is what they seek and truly desire. It is real. A love like we can not possibly fully understand yet. Right now, in the face of anything that is good; the world can’t stand the threat Mercy brings with it. So you are rejected. I can tell you that you are not alone. I can tell you that you are loved and never forgotten of by Him. He is not punishing you but instead freeing you. The only advice I can give you is to go to Him in prayer and submit and ask for Him to show you His mercy(so you can strengthen others by showing them the same Mercy).