I deal with anxiety daily and had post-natal depression after both my kids were born. It was like being buried under a tonne of bricks. And no amount of praying or telling myself that I had no reason to feel it, made it better. The simple matter of it is, sometimes depression comes from brain chemistry doing a dance. And that is not something you can just fix with positive thinking. It takes medication.
I know some will say that we should pray for God to re-balance the chemicals, and sure, of course we always pray for God to step into our struggles. But as aspen pointed out, God does not often cure colds, broken legs, autism, downs syndrome or anxiety. What he does do is give us the common grace of doctors and medication. So the true foolishness is to ignore this common grace and not seek the help we can get.
I ended up in the unit of the hospital that is locked to protect a person from harming themselves. Spent some time there which didn’t fix anything. I could fill this thread up with the anxiety I’ve experienced but I’m sure it is not any different or worst than others have suffered here. Just know I’m familiar with anxiety and depression. But also know God does heal depression and anxiety. I can testify to it. The anxiety and panic attacks are gone. What depression I have left, is not an overwhelming sense of life being pointless and too difficult to overcome, but of sorrow. Yes, it is not depression at all...but
sorrow. Sorrow because I hate evil(calamity) and what it brings(unrest). Sorrow for my children and grandchildren because even though I know the outcome of a broken life that turns to God for new life...I also realize the way into the Kingdom is through tribulation...those tribulations are hard to watch in another and praise Him in the midst. because even though we are fully aware it is the sufferings that drive one toward God...it is still sorrowful to watch.
Sorrow: 2 Corinthians 7:10
[10] For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death.
Much longsuffering: Romans 9:22
[22] What if God, willing to shew his wrath, and to make his power known, endured with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath fitted to destruction:
1 Corinthians 5:2
[2] And ye are puffed up, and have not rather
mourned, that he that hath done this deed might be taken away from among you.
Matthew 5:4
[4] Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
Used to think this verse only pertained to “mourning” a death of a loved one. But there is a different mourning(it is complete; a deep mourning of a dead life wasted serving self rather than serving Him) and those that enter into it “shall be comforted” with the presence of His Spirit.