All you posted in uninformed, non Scripture-based opinion.
As such, you have no other foundation other than "I think that.........."
From that, and from your previous posts,
it is reasonable to assume that you know neither the love of, nor the mercy of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.
As a result of that, and
due to your spiritual blindness (referenced below as to its origin):
2 Corinthians 4:
3 And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled only to those who are perishing.
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In their case the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.
5 For what we proclaim is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, with ourselves as your servants for Jesus' sake.
6 For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.
You shall remain in that state of darkness unless you call out to Jesus for Him to give you spiritual sight.