Been in and out of the religious institution (AKA Christianity) for near on 20 year's. I mounted belief on belief with nothing I could prove to myself, until my mountain of faith came crashing down. After the collapse I lay in a hole like a dead man, I suddenly realised I didn't have a mind of my own.
It is written that if the Lord has made thing's twisted, who can straighten it?
My mind was sure twisted, to the point of thinking of killing Christian's for year's of mental abuse. But I overcome such thinking, and now I just want answer's.
So my first question is:
Why can't your God fix me properly, I have given him every opportunity to do that. Is this because in reality he is not real, and nothing could ever be fixed with belief?
It is written that if the Lord has made thing's twisted, who can straighten it?
My mind was sure twisted, to the point of thinking of killing Christian's for year's of mental abuse. But I overcome such thinking, and now I just want answer's.
So my first question is:
Why can't your God fix me properly, I have given him every opportunity to do that. Is this because in reality he is not real, and nothing could ever be fixed with belief?