Indeed, that would be fortunate.
Tried to find your earlier post asking something along the lines of why follow Jesus? been thinking on your question since you posted it. Hopefully you read the post I made to you concerning “as seeing him who is invisible.” I’m sorry if you feel preached at or schooled or any thing close to it because that is not the intention. In many ways I can relate to much of what you have shared and I also sometimes feel like walking away from it all. I’m only sharing with you some things to consider and that is all. Just consider. I’ve been blamed so many times for over spiritualizing and told I might as well spiritualize Jesus away so that he was never seen in the flesh but only Spirit. The point of the post was countless scriptures refer to “He who is invisible.” YET God manifested in the physical, seen with the eyes of men and testified of: a sign: 1 John 4:9 In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him.
The only sign God said He would give. In Jesus (a body prepared) was manifested (made visible) HE who is invisible. John 14:9 Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then , Shew us the Father?
He that hath seen me (visible)has seen Him who is (invisible) the Father. This is your proof. This is your sign.
John 20:27-29
[27] Then saith he to Thomas, Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and
be not faithless, but believing. (Of the witness) And Thomas answered and said unto him, My Lord and my God. [29] Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me,(visibility) thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed. (In He who is invisible by faith and not sight).
Philippians 4:8-9
[8] Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. [9] Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and
seen in me,
do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
Those things which you have both learned (of He who is invisible), and received (of He who is invisible), and heard(of He who is invisible), and seen in me(the Son)...do:”
He is our witness, our testimony, our sign, our proof OF the unseen. Seen of men and testified of. He (the showing visibility even in the word of two witnesses OT and NT speak of that which is unseen) made visible to man in the Son: expelling every vain imagination. It has to line up with what God showed in the Son: 1 John 4:9 In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him.
Man can beat you with their bibles and pull out verses to condemn you to hell and spit on you and reject you and tower over you in superiority but what do you see in “he that hath seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then , Shew us the Father?”