TruthOT:
Please respond to these 7 questions which are designed to determine whether I should continue to dialogue with you and whether I consider you intellectually honest about your quest for the purpose of your life:
(1) If God exists and rejects your agnosticism as a productive way to discover your true purpose in life, would you even want to know that?
Lookie here, homework! I'll indulge.
If a god, many gods, or any gods exist, I'd want to know.
(2) Would you agree that if there is a loving God, then that God has the right to establish that intellectual and experiential path to discovering His existence and to establishing a personal relationship with Him?
I guess. What power could say no to a god powerful enough to bring about existence.
(3) If you had an apparent encounter with God that seemed beyond doubt at the time, would you agree (a) that there might be self-authenticating experiences of an intimate connection with the Christian God and (b) that you would become a Christian if such a mystical experience were sufficiently compelling as a connection with that God?
I actually thought that I had not only encountered by interacted with my God on a spiritual level on many occasions in the past. My mind, my heart created a relationship based on what I thought was true. Too bad what I thought was true was only real in my heart.
If a god showed up and demonstrated that it had godlike power I would believe it existed. For me to go back into Christianity, the god would have demonstrate that it was not only powerful, but also honest and loving. If it did that and vouched for Christianity, I could fall in line.
(4) What if God exists and would only reveal Himself to your satisfaction if you were willing to make service to His cause your top priority? Would you then be willing to pay that price to know by direct experience that He exists?
Been there, tried that. Was willing to buffet my body daily as Paul said for the Lord. Becoming a servant that was well-pleasing in His sight was my life's main goal for decades.
(5) If eyewitness testimony makes it more likely than not that Jesus rose from the dead, would you agree that it is more likely than not that the God of love that Jesus proclaimed exists? If the answer is yes, then we can discuss the evidence for the credibility of this eyewitness testimony.
It would seem that you have some arguments to put forth that you feel are compelling. I'll hear them, but I must let you know that as a former christian apologist of sorts, I may have made those same arguments.
Why should the reports of those who claimed to have interacted with eyewitnesses be given full credibility as truth?
(6) Near-death experiences purport to demonstrate that there is an afterlife and that one experiences overwhelming love from a nonhuman source when one has an NDE. Would you agree that if the afterlife realm of pure unconditional love that NDEers experience is real, then it is more reasonable than not to believe in a God of love? If your answer is yes, then we can identify and discuss the evidence for its reality.
No. NDEs proving no proof of an afterlife that I am aware of.
(7) If you could be convinced that when people with faith pray for the sick or disabled and these people are then healed, then is it more likely than not that prayer can unleash power from a nonhuman source that makes such miracles possible? If the answer if yes, then we can discuss the evidence for the miraculous power of prayer.
If evidence showed that the effectual fervent prayers of the righteous objectively effected health outcomes at a clip that was significantly above that of chance, then I would have to give it credence.