Born in the year 1973. I have had many years of reflection. I have found nothing that could explain this reality, and I find no comfort in the explanations humans find comfort in. God is no comfort. Therefore I agonize over what I really am in this reality that any God threw me in without warning. At my age life has lost is taste, it's texture, it's excitement. It's all become dull and a grind that can not be remedied by some sales person, or whatever. I don't want to say anymore.
You speak EXPRESSLY of the unnerving, unpleasant, chaotic, unrest, of human men WITH God occupying the SAME habitat WITH human men WITHOUT God.
And the ODDITY IS: Even men WITHOUT God, have the SAME difficulty with Other men WITHOUT God.
God Foretold of mans DIFFICULTIES occupying the same space, habitat, Earth with other men.
God NEVER promised Mortal men, a life of peace, joy, happiness Among other Mortal men.
God OFFERED and PROMISED Mortal men, “WITH God”;
An INNER Peace, An INNER Joy, An INNER rest, And HIS COMFORT.
* Reality IS the natural mans experiences IN a natural World among natural men. And ALL to often, that experience IS NOT favorable, likable, fulfilling, comfortable or pleasant.
* Reality IS seeing a mans crafting, buildings, art works, etc. and being impressed.
* Spiritually IS the spiritual mans experiences WITH a Spiritual God, that IS favorable, likable, fulfilling, pleasant, comforting.
* Spiritually IS seeing the Heavens, the Sun, the Stars, A Majestic Mountain, the Roaring Seas, A Lightening Strike, Animals, Plants /Trees springing forth from the ground...and being in Awe and Wonderment of Gods Works.
* FREEWILL of man-KIND...be disappointed by Reality, or be included Spiritually WITH God.
Glory to God,
Taken