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Heart2Soul

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“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.”
— John 16:33 (KJV)
Look at Jesus...fix your eyes on Him...close your eyes and imagine Him sitting on a stump near a lake and your head is in His lap as He is moving His hand down your hair and transferring His Love, His Joy, His Peace...
After that tell me a big smile didn't come on your face...I dare you.:)
Praying for you now.
 

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“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.”
— John 16:33 (KJV)
Look at Jesus...fix your eyes on Him...close your eyes and imagine Him sitting on a stump near a lake and your head is in His lap as He is moving His hand down your hair and transferring His Love, His Joy, His Peace...
After that tell me a big smile didn't come on your face...I dare you.:)
Praying for you now.
I'm trying to remember I messed up but I can put my heart in God's hands and he can do way, way, way better for me than anything I depended on him for.

Way better.

So much freaking better.

I would like him to do it immediately. Like right now.
 

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I'm trying to remember I messed up but I can put my heart in God's hands and he can do way, way, way better for me than anything I depended on him for.

Way better.

So much freaking better.

I would like him to do it immediately. Like right now.
I have had those moments and all I could do was cry...and when I would shut my eyes and visualize that scene I shared...Jesus would just allow me to lay my head on his lap and he never said a word...all he did was rub my hair and before I knew it all the pain was gone, the tears dried up, my joy and peace returned and I was completely renewed by His strength.
 

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I have had those moments and all I could do was cry...and when I would shut my eyes and visualize that scene I shared...Jesus would just allow me to lay my head on his lap and he never said a word...all he did was rub my hair and before I knew it all the pain was gone, the tears dried up, my joy and peace returned and I was completely renewed by His strength.
Thank you I will try that when I get home

My heart is doing a fluttering thing from crying and I have been periodically getting really angry or crying in my sleep all through the night, I'm exhausted and I hope I do okay today.

Then I'm having dreams about a dude coming in with a stupid disguise beard, glasses, dressed up in one of those 50s robe or something, and asking me to make some round looking fido cake and some weird checkerboard sponge cake.

I'm mad him for it so I'm trying to figure out if I tell him to go somewhere else and not ever come back again or not.

That's hard to understand, but I took a melatonin before bed. It isn't helping. I have to wake up in 45 minutes.
 

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I’m praying that your situation sees an end with peace.

“do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6-7)
 
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Then I'm having dreams about a dude coming in with a stupid disguise beard, glasses, dressed up in one of those 50s robe or something, and asking me to make some round looking fido cake and some weird checkerboard sponge cake.

I'm mad him for it so I'm trying to figure out if I tell him to go somewhere else and not ever come back again or not.
That's hard to understand,
Maybe. Depends on who the man is and why you want him out of your life.

Praying.

[Edit: You haven't been this agitated in a while. I'm concerned for you.]
 
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Thank you I will try that when I get home

My heart is doing a fluttering thing from crying and I have been periodically getting really angry or crying in my sleep all through the night, I'm exhausted and I hope I do okay today.

Then I'm having dreams about a dude coming in with a stupid disguise beard, glasses, dressed up in one of those 50s robe or something, and asking me to make some round looking fido cake and some weird checkerboard sponge cake.

I'm mad him for it so I'm trying to figure out if I tell him to go somewhere else and not ever come back again or not.

That's hard to understand, but I took a melatonin before bed. It isn't helping. I have to wake up in 45 minutes.
Remember Elijah the prophet whom God sent to a widow woman and her son?
1 Kings 17 (KJV)
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⁹ Arise, get thee to Zarephath, which belongeth to Zidon, and dwell there: behold, I have commanded a widow woman there to sustain thee.
¹⁰ So he arose and went to Zarephath. And when he came to the gate of the city, behold, the widow woman was there gathering of sticks: and he called to her, and said, Fetch me, I pray thee, a little water in a vessel, that I may drink.
¹¹ And as she was going to fetch it, he called to her, and said, Bring me, I pray thee, a morsel of bread in thine hand.

¹² And she said, As the LORD thy God liveth, I have not a cake, but an handful of meal in a barrel, and a little oil in a cruse: and, behold, I am gathering two sticks, that I may go in and dress it for me and my son, that we may eat it, and die.
¹³ And Elijah said unto her, Fear not; go and do as thou hast said: but make me thereof a little cake first, and bring it unto me, and after make for thee and for thy son.
¹⁴ For thus saith the LORD God of Israel, The barrel of meal shall not waste, neither shall the cruse of oil fail, until the day that the LORD sendeth rain upon the earth.
¹⁵ And she went and did according to the saying of Elijah: and she, and he, and her house, did eat many days.
¹⁶ And the barrel of meal wasted not, neither did the cruse of oil fail, according to the word of the LORD, which he spake by Elijah.
¹⁷ And it came to pass after these things, that the son of the woman, the mistress of the house, fell sick; and his sickness was so sore, that there was no breath left in him.
¹⁸ And she said unto Elijah, What have I to do with thee, O thou man of God? art thou come unto me to call my sin to remembrance, and to slay my son?
¹⁹ And he said unto her, Give me thy son. And he took him out of her bosom, and carried him up into a loft, where he abode, and laid him upon his own bed.
²⁰ And he cried unto the LORD, and said, O LORD my God, hast thou also brought evil upon the widow with whom I sojourn, by slaying her son?
²¹ And he stretched himself upon the child three times, and cried unto the LORD, and said, O LORD my God, I pray thee, let this child's soul come into him again.

²² And the LORD heard the voice of Elijah; and the soul of the child came into him again, and he revived.
²³ And Elijah took the child, and brought him down out of the chamber into the house, and delivered him unto his mother: and Elijah said, See, thy son liveth.
²⁴ And the woman said to Elijah, Now by this I know that thou art a man of God, and that the word of the LORD in thy mouth is truth.

Perhaps the man in your dream is an "Elijah" and if you are obedient to do what he says God will pour out a blessing upon you that you cannot contain.
Also note that the woman got upset with Elijah as well.
 

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Thank you I will try that when I get home

My heart is doing a fluttering thing from crying and I have been periodically getting really angry or crying in my sleep all through the night, I'm exhausted and I hope I do okay today.

Then I'm having dreams about a dude coming in with a stupid disguise beard, glasses, dressed up in one of those 50s robe or something, and asking me to make some round looking fido cake and some weird checkerboard sponge cake.

I'm mad him for it so I'm trying to figure out if I tell him to go somewhere else and not ever come back again or not.

That's hard to understand, but I took a melatonin before bed. It isn't helping. I have to wake up in 45 minutes.
Elisha tended to a widow and her 2 sons...
2 Kings 4 (KJV)
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² And Elisha said unto her, What shall I do for thee? tell me, what hast thou in the house? And she said, Thine handmaid hath not any thing in the house, save a pot of oil.
³ Then he said, Go, borrow thee vessels abroad of all thy neighbours, even empty vessels; borrow not a few.
⁴ And when thou art come in, thou shalt shut the door upon thee and upon thy sons, and shalt pour out into all those vessels, and thou shalt set aside that which is full.
⁵ So she went from him, and shut the door upon her and upon her sons, who brought the vessels to her; and she poured out.
And it came to pass, when the vessels were full, that she said unto her son, Bring me yet a vessel. And he said unto her, There is not a vessel more. And the oil stayed.
⁷ Then she came and told the man of God. And he said, Go, sell the oil, and pay thy debt, and live thou and thy children of the rest.

Can you imagine filling every jar, bottle, wineskin, and any other vessel with oil to overflowing....so many vessels til there wasn't another vessel to be found...then selling it to pay off her debts and live the rest of their lives supplied with the finances to meet all their needs?
And this oil is Holy Spirit oil...made by the hands of God...must have been the best premium oil on the market and worth 10 times more than regular oil...:)

I think you need to fix that man a cake!:D
 

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Elisha tended to a widow and her 2 sons...
2 Kings 4 (KJV)
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² And Elisha said unto her, What shall I do for thee? tell me, what hast thou in the house? And she said, Thine handmaid hath not any thing in the house, save a pot of oil.
³ Then he said, Go, borrow thee vessels abroad of all thy neighbours, even empty vessels; borrow not a few.
⁴ And when thou art come in, thou shalt shut the door upon thee and upon thy sons, and shalt pour out into all those vessels, and thou shalt set aside that which is full.
⁵ So she went from him, and shut the door upon her and upon her sons, who brought the vessels to her; and she poured out.
And it came to pass, when the vessels were full, that she said unto her son, Bring me yet a vessel. And he said unto her, There is not a vessel more. And the oil stayed.
⁷ Then she came and told the man of God. And he said, Go, sell the oil, and pay thy debt, and live thou and thy children of the rest.

Can you imagine filling every jar, bottle, wineskin, and any other vessel with oil to overflowing....so many vessels til there wasn't another vessel to be found...then selling it to pay off her debts and live the rest of their lives supplied with the finances to meet all their needs?
And this oil is Holy Spirit oil...made by the hands of God...must have been the best premium oil on the market and worth 10 times more than regular oil...:)

I think you need to fix that man a cake!:D
In the dream I pulled his stupid fake costume beard down and kissed him.

That's a pretty good cake. :rolleyes: but then I said "no, forget it, get out, no" because I was done but confused about who this person was.

I think the stupid fake beard costume disguise represents a facade. Or a counterfeit. I don't know.

Interestingly your exact wineskins verse was made up as a user profile on here fully written out recently and I remember because I had to be nosey and ask the inspiration because it sounded like a mission.
 
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I need to say, I had accurate hearing from God multiple times before coming here, and one thing said was "K, God is not going to let you hurt anymore."

And I feel like I'm going through this part because what I prayed for yesterday was God would just put an end something for me and he did it within like 15 minutes.

But I imagine it's more comfortable to sit with a dagger in your heart than it is having it removed, but the healing doesn't start without the painful pulling out of stupid said dagger.
 

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I need to say, I had accurate hearing from God multiple times before coming here, and one thing said was "K, God is not going to let you hurt anymore."
M'Lady, I hope God will let you know when (and with whom) you can allow yourself be vulnerable again. Because any love worthwhile entails risk.
 
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