The other person brought up fear. (But speaking to someone else)there i would be paying attention to who first invoked the word fear, and understand that your definition of "beliefs" is likely different than theirs too. For this person has just testified that their faith is predicated upon their beliefs, whereas you seem to me at least to have become much more the observer, and this is or at least can be a very hard place to get to, or stay in.
i'm constantly inventing some new belief to inhabit with my faith lol, dunno about you.
Desires and expectations usually walk hand in hand
should be fairly easy to demonstrate that whether you "believe" in the doctrine or not, if it is truth then it will obtain regardless of one's "belief" in it anyway, right? But note how this almost universally is/will not be adequate for the "believer," and ask yourself why not?
I don't think of fear regarding my salvation. This is not why I stay with God.
Seems to me we have a choice, be on God's side or on Satan's side. To me, it's an easy choice.
Plus, Jesus presented Himself to me many years ago, and it was love and gratitude, not fear.
Like I said, we are to have a healthy fear, or super respect, of Him.