My primary care doctor said that the PET test would show a much darker red in the scan for a definite cancer. No redness at all would mean definitely benign.
My PET was in between... that is a medium redness which means, as he admitted, he did not know for sure which is why he is referring me to a specialist. He mentioned that the specialist might only do a biopsy or he might go ahead and do a surgery to remove it. When I see the specialist he being more knowledgeable will discuss it more fully and give me some definite options. I want it done, one way or the other, but my wife is afraid it will be the worst and has already broken down into tears. I advised her that sooner or later, one way or the other, my time was coming. We have been together close to 50 years and so I understand, but it is what it is. I told her to prepare herself for the worst and maybe it won't be so bad after all this time. God knows.
My daughter who is an RN working as a surgical nurse in our one and only local hospital plans to go to the appointment with me to be certain we understand better what is happening and help me to know as much as possible, the truth of the thing. The primary care doctor only called me yesterday, so we won't even know when the appointment with the specialist will be until next week.
My friend you will be prayed for . As long as you have the LORD nothing else matters . I KNOW you know this , but i love to remind anyway .
I told my own aunt and uncle just weeks ago , not all of us live to be old like they are . I am having issues as well my friend .
BUT THE LORD is with us . Even if i die before i hit fifty in march , I WIN CAUSE JESUS WON .
But you will be prayed for my friend . We should pray for healing , but just let us understand if our time is up
we have no reason to complain . JUST REMEMBER the beauty of what awaits a lamb . OH what a wonderful home awaits us .
Also remember your TIME AINT UP TILL GOD says so . Just let us make the best use of our time till he takes us home .
MEANING POINT TO JESUS , POINT TO JESUS MY FRIEND TILL the last breath . HE is the ONLY HOPE a soul has .
The only true thing that matters and will have mattered in the end , IS WHERE WE END UP . BEING WITH JESUS
will only mean far greater joy than we have ever known . THERE is no fear in death , cause JESUS DONE CONQUERED
HE who held the keys of death . IF we have JESUS , only our mortal robe shall be shed and we shall forever be with HE who has saved us .
IF we dont know HIM , then yeah i would for sure cringe for those cause the second death is far worse
than any disease or suffering this world can bring on us . OH , Just lift up those hands my friend . Just lift them up .
Either way , whether we live or not , IN THE END all flesh does die. BUT NOT THE SOUL my friend .
THE SOUL goes unto WHO it belonged too , who it followed . FOR LAMBS that means only victory .
But who gave us the victory , JESUS DID . FAITH IN JESUS saves and all else does not .
I praise GOD he showed this wicked man of belial the true grace of JESUS and did not just let me end up in the lake of fire .
IMMANUEL my friend . IMMANUEL . GOD IS WITH US , the lambs of HIS PASTURE .
I will pray for you my friend . GOD is in control and HE is all we need my friend . Let the LORD be praised .
