BTW, I am assured of my salvation even though I believe OSAS as a doctrine is dangerous when taken to its objectionable conclusion of licentiousness..
You have the cult's wrong idea of the word "licentiousness", as found in Jude.
What happened to you, is that you were taught to think that word in that verse means one thing, when it fact, its the opposite.
Its this....
The Devil wants people to THINK that the True Revelation of God's Grace, is "license to sin"..
So, he has people preach that verse in Jude, backwards..
Jude isn't saying that there is anything greasy about Grace...... He's saying that the devil and his liars are teaching that if we preach Grace as "free Gift", then we are teaching LICENSE.
So, that is how the devil has FLIPPED this verse, and the understanding in your head, and in many.
JUDE is saying that these deceivers have created a false idea about Grace, to subvert it,...but teaching that Grace, if taught correctly is "LICENTIOUSNESS"....