hi, I lost a friend yesterday, my heart has been hurting yesterday and today and I don't know how to heal. I asked God but I still have heart pain and ache, please pray for me. I always meet people who don't care about me as much as I care about them or something is wrong. Thank you so extraordinarily. I do have one really good friend though. The thing that bothers me about the friend I lost is that I think I feel he's soft-hearted but doesn't like me and that hurts me. I really want to move forward.
Understanding our pain and how we are responding to that pain can sometimes make it very difficult for us to move on when someone close to us dies.
Yes we can be fearful of where that person was when they died, however, it is God's prerogative to judge that person's position with respect to their relationship with Him, when they died, as it is not ours to judge others and where they are at.
May the Lord give you the confidence and faith that you have put all of your "ducks" into the right order of importance with respect to your own life and that your confidence is firmly placed in the Lord. God will take personal care of you while ever your relationship with Him is in right order as He draws you further into His Loving embrace.
Give thanks for the life of your friend and hand them over to God for His righteous judgement.
Give thanks that God is the only God in your life and that He is able to meet all of your needs.
Shalom