This mindset of fear and guilt from the unbelieving since the Garden is well explained here. I need to digest it further and add it to my personal writings...thank you for your input...and bless you from the true God for revealing it to me.
Fear of hell is legitimate. People ought be afraid of hell. We can't be too afraid of hell.
But Scripture says the fearful
are the unbelieving: them that do not repent and hate the true Light of righteous judgment. They are not those afraid of hell, so much as those those afraid to come to the Light, lest their evil works be reproved: they are more afraid of being exposed for what they really are to the heart and the soul, than they are afraid of hell.
For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
The fear of the Lord is wisdom: wisdom is good to produce righteousness.
The first time I knew the fear of the Lord was when I understood the Scripture to put away all lust and unrighteous thoughts from my heart and mind, not just change my outward living. That was the first time I had doubts about my ability to do something I believed was the will of God.
I knew blamelessly how to repent of deeds and words, but of thoughts?? But, nonetheless, God gave me the commandment and the faith to do it, and so I began to honestly do so, to purge my heart and mind of all vain imagination and thought for sin, and the fear of the Lord came upon me,
that I was afraid I would fail Him.
Failure in something important to me is unacceptable to me, and in this case was everything to me. I feared I would fail God. I would not be a son He looks for to love and to honor as worthy of His name.
And so, what happens? I didn't quit, which is also unthinkable, and low and behold, I found I had power to do it. I actually silenced all unwanted thought from my heart and mind, and now I only keep them out when the devil throws some fiery darts my way: DOA.
The battle of all men and women is unwanted thoughts. Not being in self-denial, but in being tormented by thoughts that defile and destroy: this is not the power of positive thinking, but the power God gives to all them that receive Him to become His sons in deed and in truth:
Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also.
Now, I know the blessedness of a mind stayed on Him in peace and clarity of mind. It's not by force of will, nor by trying to 'think about God', but simply having a mind cleared and purified of garbage of the world: I don't anymore have to take thought from the devil for sin or even stupid.
Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.
This Scripture is Jesus telling His people that in Him, we have power to only have and take thought for that which is good and true and right and wise to do: our minds are not to be the trashbin of the world.
This Scripture is Jesus telling His people how to live
now and today, and not to worry about the issues of tomorrow. Today is the day of our salvation and watching for His coming. I actually spend time now with a clear mind looking up thinking perhaps today. I now am never so engrossed in my mind with anything, especially not unrighteousness, that I am unaware of the Lord in my heart and mind.
When the devil's thoughts are cast out and kept outside the door, then the small still voice and thoughts of the Lord are clear to hear an do.
When we begin to obey God in His commandment to us personally from Scripture, with fear of the Lord
not to fail Him, then the power of God is with us to do it. It is not a spiritual experience, so much as a powerful accomplishment, which does result in spiritual blessing.
By the fear of the Lord I have His wisdom to do His word as written: to take Him at His word, and not just see it as some idealistic unattainable goal.
When He says he will not allow us to be tempted above that which we are able, he is not only speaking of sin, but of commandment to do something for Him personally in our heart and life, that he may draw nigh to us, by us drawing nigh to Him, but resisting the devil and his thoughts unto purity and clarity of heart and mind and soul.
Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
Be still, and know that I am God: He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul.
And after these things I saw four angels standing on the four corners of the earth, holding the four winds of the earth, that the wind should not blow on the earth, nor on the sea, nor on any tree. Saying, Hurt not the earth, neither the sea, nor the trees, till we have sealed the servants of our God in their foreheads.