Why would Jesus believe in himself? Why would he need to believe that he was apart of the trinity of God? Why do human beings exemplify beliefs above all things? Maybe because it is easier to believe away all our problems rather than brave the unknown and make that change. We can't fix ourselves if we dont change our thinking; and how can we change our thinking if our beliefs about the world and the universe are never at fault.
It is a stalemate and no one wins.
I don’t believe what you’ve mistakenly concluded that I do.