That was a poor assumption on my part. Let’s set that aside for the time being then.
Were you ever a trinitarian? Are you presently a member of a non-trinitarian church?
I was raised trinitarian (Southern Baptist), left trinitarianism and then came
very close to going back into it. I attended a joint lecture on the Trinity, given by two trinitarian pastors at the Church I was attending at the time, which altered the course of my theological life. It was only marginally connected with what they said about the Trinity, which was a standard presentation. Straight historical orthodox trinitarianism.
I asked a question, publicly, after the lecture and their response to it, which was jarring - even humiliating, certainly intimidating - briefly caused me to dismiss what I asked about, thinking it to be a thought which had never occurred to anyone else before. That’s how uneducated I was at the time.
Ironically, I (accidentally? providentially?) came across someone a year later who actually believed what I had quickly considered - and just as quickly dismissed. That person encouraged me to invest time educating myself, principally by reading the early Church Fathers and Church history. Books on Christology soon followed, with James D.G. Dunn (a Protestant) and Raymond E. Brown (a Catholic) being the two most influential at the time.
I still regularly reevaluate and reconsider what I believe. It is with that purpose in mind, and to that end, that I ask people what they believe and, more importantly, why they believe it.
Most of my reading - apart from the Bible itself, and never a substitute for it - are works written by trinitarian authors; Protestant and Catholic. I’ve learned much from them, can agree with many of the things which they say, and recommend them to trinitarian and non-trinitarian readers alike.
I haven’t been persuaded - yet - by anything written by them which would cause me to change my mind about what I currently believe. I doubt that I ever will, but I leave open the very slim possibility that some day I might.
The more I’ve read trinitarian writers the more convinced I’ve become that what I currently believe is correct. I don’t, however, in any shape, form or fashion make the assertion that that will be the case for everyone who reads them.
I read non-trinitarian writers, but not anywhere near the frequency that I read trinitarian writers - roughly 80% trinitarian / 20% non-trinitarian - and often find them unpersuasive. Non-trinitarian is a much larger category than trinitarian. I haven’t been persuaded - yet - by anything in non-trinitarian writings which would cause me to change my mind. I doubt that I ever will, but I leave open the very slim possibility - even slimmer than the possibility with trinitarian writings - that some day I might.
P.S.
My apologies for the length of this post. If you spend much time reading my posts you’ll find that they’re typically far shorter than this one.
It’s been good talking with you and I look forward to further conversations with you.