I don't really remember any more what the reasoning process was that first led me to believe in God, that was over 30 years ago.
I do know that at one point I simply gave up on my arguments and said to God, "I don't know if You're real; but I'm going to start reading Your word and doing what it says and I know that if You're real, You will reveal Yourself to me." And the Lord did reveal Himself to me in those very moments.
But in this, I may have in fact been an exception to the rule, in that the rule exists in that a man normally has his reasons why he will not surrender to God; and he then goes to the Bible and reasons with God in the Bible, or perhaps, he reasons with what the preacher has said; and in the end of those reasonings he comes to the conclusion that it is indeed foolishness to hold back surrender to God. And so, he surrenders to God as the result of having come to the conclusion that to not do so is the uttermost foolishness.
Throughout scriptures, one's sins which are as scarlet, were never said to have been made as white as snow by one's arguing and reasoning with God, but scriptures speaks of having faith in God and how faith comes to those chosen by God to send His word.
You testified "
And the Lord did reveal Himself to me in those very moments." Perhaps, but does that not mean He did that because you reasoned "
I don't know if You're real; but I'm going to start reading Your word and doing what it says and I know that if You're real, You will reveal Yourself to me." Besides, is what you say there what you mean by reasoning with God, which have your sins made as white as snow? Well, is that what you really teach and tell people so that their sins be made as white as snow? I could not even say whether what you say there speaks of faith or what. Your statement of "
I don't know if You're real", to me, is not a statement of faith but of uncertainty or doubt. The rest of your statement, being based on that, would then be out of uncertainty and doubt. However, this is what scriptures teach in relation to that, that without faith, it is impossible to please God. No amount of reason and reasoning then could please God that would have God make one's sins as white as snow.
Regarding what you say there as the rule, you said "
he then goes to the Bible and reasons with God in the Bible". Could you explain what you really mean by "reasons with God in the Bible"?
Also, you said "
or perhaps, he reasons with what the preacher has said". Could you explain what you really mean by that?
Also, you said "
in the end of those reasonings he comes to the conclusion that it is indeed foolishness to hold back surrender to God. And so, he surrenders to God as the result of having come to the conclusion that to not do so is the uttermost foolishness." So it is clear that in your POV, it's all really a matter of reasoning and conclusion based on reasoning, that one comes to surrender to God.
I have mentioned Abraham as an example to refute and expose the error of such POV. For Abraham had not even attempted to reason with God when God called him and said "
Get out of your country, From your family And from your father’s house, To a land that I will show you. I will make you a great nation; I will bless you And make your name great; And you shall be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, And I will curse him who curses you; And in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.” It is having faith, not having reason nor of reasoning, that Abraham obeyed God when he was called to go out to the place which he would receive as an inheritance. And he went out, not knowing where he was going. That my friend, according to human wisdom, is unreasonable and is foolishness. Abraham did not use human wisdom and reasoning, but had faith, so that He obeyed God, else, he would had not.
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