Hi there!
So basically, I keep reaching a point where I realise "no, God did not want me to just have faith; if I had: I wouldn't have produced the fruit He wanted" I am sort of the lever between God and the world, but I can't function as the lever, if I have been burned - so God puts me under water. I mean I suppose (I'm thinking of this, just now) God knows how long He can keep me under; I just pray I have enough oxygen to last (I have asthma, by the way, so the notion of suffocation is not new to me). At some point, I will have had the faith I need, I just wonder how I am going to recognise what God wants, once I have escaped the Dragon. Hope received, makes the heart strong - that's really what I am asking for: what sort of hope do you need, when you are drowning?
It might be madness, actually. I might be imagining dragons are coming. I might be holding my breath to get something out of God. It's just so topsy-turvy. What warning did I get, that God was about to drown me? I don't know! I know all things work together for good, for those that love the Lord. I feel like my love will be there, once I reach the surface the right way. I don't hate God for putting me under. I don't hate God that it might just be madness or something else. What is the Holy Spirit telling you, as you read this? What sort of prayer, does this person need?
I won't trouble you too long. There are plenty of people that just need simple prayers. I'm not sure what the Holy Spirit is leading into, but I know He is determined to reveal it! God bless you many ways.
God bless.
So basically, I keep reaching a point where I realise "no, God did not want me to just have faith; if I had: I wouldn't have produced the fruit He wanted" I am sort of the lever between God and the world, but I can't function as the lever, if I have been burned - so God puts me under water. I mean I suppose (I'm thinking of this, just now) God knows how long He can keep me under; I just pray I have enough oxygen to last (I have asthma, by the way, so the notion of suffocation is not new to me). At some point, I will have had the faith I need, I just wonder how I am going to recognise what God wants, once I have escaped the Dragon. Hope received, makes the heart strong - that's really what I am asking for: what sort of hope do you need, when you are drowning?
It might be madness, actually. I might be imagining dragons are coming. I might be holding my breath to get something out of God. It's just so topsy-turvy. What warning did I get, that God was about to drown me? I don't know! I know all things work together for good, for those that love the Lord. I feel like my love will be there, once I reach the surface the right way. I don't hate God for putting me under. I don't hate God that it might just be madness or something else. What is the Holy Spirit telling you, as you read this? What sort of prayer, does this person need?
I won't trouble you too long. There are plenty of people that just need simple prayers. I'm not sure what the Holy Spirit is leading into, but I know He is determined to reveal it! God bless you many ways.
God bless.
