To help with seeing clearly, share a picture of a converted living man, and a picture of a non converted living man, and circle the difference(s). If found to be impossible perhaps there is a belief at play.
Is within you.
Not in a future, not in potential, not while or if something happens, etc, etc.
Is.
There Are No People In Heaven / The Kingdom.
The kingdom is within you.
Phil, I recognize that landscape on your linked website.... those are the Rocky Mountains just West of my old home town of Calgary Alberta.