I don't care much about the tattoos, but violence and lust, anything that is an idol or god to you, will hinder your relationship with Yahava. He is a God that desires to work with us, through our troubling thoughts and to go to him and be open and honest with him as one goes along their life looking towards him in faith, in hope to do his will by the Spirit of Christ work in and through you in having love for God, with all your mind, heart, soul, strength, and to love your neighbor as yourself. While all people go through troubling times, and hardships, with unsurity of what to do, Yahava, the Father of the Lord Yeshua, adopts you as his child and you become a son or daughter of God and now have a connection through spiritual renewing of the mind by and through the Spirit of God that writes on the hearts and minds of those who are His by faith. Yahava, or as some say Jehovah, the God of Israel is God above all gods, and Lord above all lords (of which are many.)