So you blow it again, where to from here?
Trying harder hasn't worked for you?....it hasn't worked for me either. Yeah yeah, the resolve is there and for a while I pat myself on my back, maybe you do to? 'I've beat the offending characteristic, I'm on my way to heaven'...hallelujah, praise the Lord....annnnd, I'm ready to give advice on how to do it to all those who haven't stepped up like me.
....and then I get blindsided, done like a dinner....and what do I do? I condemn myself, 'what a miserable bag of sputum you are' ......soooo, what do I do? ....try harder......and the cycle continues.....again!
'To him who overcomes will I give the right to sit on my throne'... Jesus.
What is this 'overcoming' caper? What is it that I need to overcome?
'In my flesh dwelleth no good thing'.....maybe in yours there is, however, there ain't any in mine!
....and how much overcoming? 50%? 80%? 100%? ....how are you doing on that front??...and pride? and judgement? and lust? and greed?.....are you making headway against the flesh where the maggots are ready to party?
Soooo, what is this 'overcoming' about? ....not in ideological spruking where denial has a comfortable seat, not in the yada yada department but in real terms.....and who defines 'real' anyway?
Trying harder hasn't worked for you?....it hasn't worked for me either. Yeah yeah, the resolve is there and for a while I pat myself on my back, maybe you do to? 'I've beat the offending characteristic, I'm on my way to heaven'...hallelujah, praise the Lord....annnnd, I'm ready to give advice on how to do it to all those who haven't stepped up like me.
....and then I get blindsided, done like a dinner....and what do I do? I condemn myself, 'what a miserable bag of sputum you are' ......soooo, what do I do? ....try harder......and the cycle continues.....again!
'To him who overcomes will I give the right to sit on my throne'... Jesus.
What is this 'overcoming' caper? What is it that I need to overcome?
'In my flesh dwelleth no good thing'.....maybe in yours there is, however, there ain't any in mine!
....and how much overcoming? 50%? 80%? 100%? ....how are you doing on that front??...and pride? and judgement? and lust? and greed?.....are you making headway against the flesh where the maggots are ready to party?
Soooo, what is this 'overcoming' about? ....not in ideological spruking where denial has a comfortable seat, not in the yada yada department but in real terms.....and who defines 'real' anyway?