Well, "what is on my mind"...I am wondering whether to stay on the Site or not.
I've found myself arguing with the member Questions..because of some of the things he is saying. I do not like the 'me' that keeps on arguing.
Maybe I should step out of here for a while and read something positive about our Faith and joy in the Lord. There's not much joy here right now...just negativity.
So...there you are...'that' is what I am musing upon right now.
ya, forums are better perceived as crucibles, rather than congregations imo. But this leads me to some unusual positions, i guess; personally, i would have no problem entertaining what might be perceived as my worst enemy here, Stranger or BreadofLife or whoever, but i guess this is not reciprocated.
There is a lesson here, i guess, if all of those who think of you with joy here are not really counted as making this worthwhile; which i'm sure are several. Not sure what the lesson even is, even though i see it plainly. Something about being contented, maybe?
Also, i note that we still seek to learn new things, imagining that this learning will be like some painless discovery session, when truth can be pretty harsh, and learning important truths just comes with some pain, usually.