I think that you misunderstand the nature of God
You misunderstand the Cross.
You are not understanding the Justice that God demands for sin.
Its a serious serious thing , fearful, to fall into the Hands of the Living God.""""
And if you die, and are not born again, then you will find out that that verse is not a myth.
Listen.
Jesus was so beaten and whipped before He even went to the Cross, that His ribs were seen.......
He was so beaten before He went to the Cross, that he was unrecognizable.......beard pulled out. Eyes nearly swollen shut.
Broken nose, broken TEETH.
Skin ripped off his back, sides, legs, chest.
He still tried to Carry The CROSS To Pay for YOUR SIN, fella.
THEN they Nailed Him up.... .and once up there...= He had to push off the SPIKE that was driven into both feet, so that he could catch a breath, and then down again., then up, to breath, then down....bleeding, tortured.. for Hours.
See that? That is What God offers to Pay for your sin.
So the judgement for Sin is that EXTREME and the eternal Judgement for not being forgiven, is just as extreme.
That Cross was savage torture, laid on God Son or OUR SIN .!
Hell is not going to be better.
What is the worst part, of Hell?
I think its the KNOWING that you will never get out of this damnation, while you realize that you didn't have to go.
People in Hell are thinking......."OMG OMG< i knew that Jesus was real..........OMG why didnt i believe...........i heard the Gospel ... I knew i was a sinner.......WHY WHY WHY DIDNT I BELIEVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEE THAT?
TERRIBLE !!